So it Ends....Or Begins...
Before anything: A disclaimer...of sorts. I'm all out of wack. My life has essentially been upended so I might sound flighty, crazy, emotional and you know what? That is OK for what I'm going through. I've come to terms with what I am going through and it's all over the place but I will try to be somewhat consistent in my madness. I'm typing from my floor on a cell phone after a move. I just moved on the cusp of my father having had a stroke and a heart attack, having had a vicious breakdown from something an idiot said and a fight with a scammer who stole thousands from me for an imaginary apartment. And AND moved into an apt my ex had been inhabiting kind of left me emotionally raw. I am now a single mother of two boys. I say now a single mother as I can say it now with full anticipation and acceptance of what awaits me. I am terrified but I also know it's only a hurdle. That is all it is a hurdle meant to get over and keep growing. There's plenty of ...